I don’t know where I’m headed and I love it

It’s funny when you find out that people have been saying you’ve changed. I’m not bothered by it because its high school and way worse things have happened to me this year. But it’s called growing up. I found out who was never there for me, who would backstab me in a heartbeat, and who was there for me from day one. I don’t need or want to be associated with people who only talk about others. I don’t need these childish games anymore. I also don’t need a guy to control my emotions. It’s nice having somebody there for you but I was an independent girl for 15 years and I can sure as hell be an independent woman for the years to come. I’m seventeen years old and going to college in five months, I don’t need the drama. And I’m no longer naive. If you call that changing, go for it… but I’m just growing up.

People constantly put me in the worst positions when I least deserve it.